Met teoweirong and chuajinwei for dinner at bedok inter on friday evening. Surprisinly BUS-ed to tanah to meet jeremy and sharon. WALKed into my house. Cab-ed down to simpang at ard 11 plus i think for supper. Woohoo prata! (damn im super hungry now) Cab-ed back home and continued. Played till 7 plus till i got to go bath and meet weirong to SUNTAN. Went i came out of my room, i saw jinwei jer and sharon sound asleep. Lol. Yes super tired. BUT i really cannot stand yellow skin. So off i go tanning!

WARNING: Pictures without make-up on.

White Horse
As I pace back and forth all this time
'CauseI honestly believed in you
Holdin' on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl I should have known, I should have known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down

Maybe I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
My mistake, I didn't know to be in love you had to fight to have the upperhand.
I had so many dreams about you and me.
Happy endings;
Now I know

Bittersweet Life
Lonely, stubborn and complacent
You have insisted on leaving me here
Writing the same song I started last year
Lovely conjunctions and phrases
Plays on a few words that you never meant
I must have misread all of the signals you never sent

It's a bittersweet life
And it's leaving me A-OK
Bittersweet life
I have loved and lost my heart along the way

Maybe I could still hold you
Or you could call if you feel so inclined
Please take your time locating whatever you're trying to find
And maybe it's time to let go
But I'm too scared and I'm so unprepared
How do I forget every moment in time that we shared

Thinking Of You
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest oneI still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

Harder Than You Know
Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same.
'Cause I'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me.
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know.
'Cause girl your driving me so crazy

How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time I guess I'll go away.
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain!
So where's the fire?
You've begun the rain.

And if you don't want me thenI guess
I'll hav'ta go!
Not loving you is harder then you know.

So I'll make the call,
And I'll leave you today
I'm gona miss you 'cause I love you baby
Yeah, I'll make the call
I'm leaving today

Let It Go
I'm on the verge of a break down
I'm on the brink of an epic meltdown
I'm on the way to a flat-line

No, I don’t really want to leave you behind
But apparently you can’t stay all mine
So I'll try to let you go

You’re not mine to own

If I let it go
If I let this go
If I let you go
Would the scars continue to show

A Little Not Over You
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind meI'm not over it
Tell me whyI can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

Songs. Songs Songs. Its queer how certain songs speak to you at different times. Certain lyrics you pay attention to in different circumstances. They may have always been in ur playlist, u might know the tune to all the songs. But how often have you paid attention to lyrics? When ur happy, would you hear the lyrics of these songs? I know i didnt. Now, they are waving at me for attention. Im giving them my 101%

huiwen is an idiot who never learns her lesson no matter how hard she falls each time. stupid girl. all she ever does after each fall is to pile up her schedule and fill up every single slot of her time. Or just stay at home and not go anywhere. Extreme.

huiwen is always going on about how she put on her happy shell and soak herself in happy blood whenever she faces people, anyone, as long as they breathe (yes even dogs and cats). But she has never been able to face people and talk to people without the happy shell. yes people, huiwen is actually an emoshit.

i miss people.
i miss sean
i miss liang
i miss yuan
i miss licia
i miss ryan
i miss mak
i miss zac
i miss O LEVELS!

thankyou maffees for sustaining the happy huiwen
thankyou ken for keepling happy huiwen loved
thankyou meiyu, jeremy, gloria, darren for going crazy with huiwen

huiwen is gonna stay at home and rot tml.
put on the happy suit at night and have mahjong session.

weeeeeee. -.-

i typed one whole chunk and decided i dont wanna post it.

on a lighter note. pics from 2nd day of sch adding on to first week of sch album

First day of school was GREAT! But well.. thats what all first days of school are like.

Alright who cares about the details of the day. PHOTOS! (OK! I kept forgetting about this plan. So when i bump into ppl, i didnt take pictures. And! I didnt bump into many!)

School starts tml! The end of holidays. Wait, what holidays.

Anyway... My last weekend of 'holidays' is super fruitful!

Met teoweirong for dinner after work on friday at wisma. And since tt woman has dance... i planned to go cotton on to get the spags and go home, BUT! I met amanda and chengyun! My two eyecandies. So went walking ard to get yun's sandals. Amanda went off and me and chengyun continued shopping AND i got my BIG top from f21! =D

17 AGAIN! I WATCHED IT! Met zac and train-ed to marina and watched 17 AGAIN with sim as well! zomg... zac efron.... *stares with dreamy eyes* I was nudging zachary most of the time... cox zac efron is so hot! I can watch it 10 times. ANYWAY. I need people to watch UP with me! The trailer looks damn nice. Anyone?

Sim went to meet his gf. SO went with zac to meet yuan and her friends at esplanade. Wei Siew (who happens to be nat's sec 1 friend!) and jolyn... and this other girl who left soon after we went. WALKED to parklane at dhoby. Went to this place called Gossip. Nice live band there. Jolyn's 16 AND 17 YEAR OLD friends came. (why are the guys im meeting recently so young) Im guessing their names, cox i couldnt hear it clearly.... errr... ok i forgot.

After tt went clubbing at double o with amy shumin and jenna. LOL lets not tok about tt. Miss you babes!

See... thats 17 again, pubbing and clubbing all covered in a night. Damn im efficient.

Met Sam Sharon Chankaming and Jerry at katong to SING SING SING. I still think Jerry's voice is godly. AND I MISS SAM AND CHANKAMING! Stupid china... ate them up. Ate at aston's AGAIN. Gerard and sam's other friend came and join us. THEN WE WENT TO PLAY POOL! I havent touched a cue in... super long. ZOMG. The moment i stepped in... WOOSH memories. LOL. The amount of sec 2 days i spent in pool places. With leonard shixuan lemuel justin jacq and all. Man... those were the days. Slack to the max. Days where i felt so protected and loved. LOL. And pls... limhuiwen is not an ah lian.

And thats sums up to k-ing and pool-ing checked too.

IM READY FOR THE SCHOOL TORTURE. i guess. not like i have a choice right.

it has been a long time since i blogged properly. it has been a long time since i blog for the sake of regurgitating all the shit that has been stored in my body to the brim. In fact, every single post on the current page are all random spurts of emotions and random moments of explosions from me. There are even traces of the "what i do from rise and shine till bedtime" posts that i always laugh at guys who post it.

people who are here for gossips you can click the cross on the top right hand corner now. people who are here to see the usual splashes of pictures and photos now, you can fuck off too. huiwen isnt in the mood to entertain anyone. since thursday till now all the way to sunday, she wants to keep the time to herself and herself only. Her phone has been off-ed since friday night. On the byline, people stop asking her if she wants to go clubbing, if she wants to, she'll look for you. Stop asking her if she wants to go shopping, if she feels like it, she'll ask. huiwen just wants to stay alone. let her stay with the memories all the way till sunday, and she will stand up on monday a new person and forget all the tears and pain. dont ask her what happened either, she wouldnt tell anyone. not a single soul.

within such a short week. i know which are the people who are true and those who arent. well, at least i know who arent. licia ever said im a social butterfly. I never really understood the true meaning of social butterfly, so i looked it up. "Someone who is VERY social and easygoing; can be either a male or a female. Usually these people don't belong to a particular group, but rather jump from one group to another. They are somewhat accepted in all of them, but don't really have any deep friendship connections in any of them."

Bulleye then licia. Everyone is always saying i have alot of friends. In primary school, i know people from EM1 to EM3, i know people from the first class to the last. I was in everything from prefect to chinese dancer to speech and drama. My hp contacts filled up my memory card (limited space 10 years ago) But then again, when shit comes, there are few contacts i will actually stop by and press call. Becos its so long ago, i dont remember much. But becox of my very bad memory, there are few who stays in my mind. But these few, i know, must have been alot to me for me to remember them. Although we were all only 12.

When i got to temasek, the social butterfly in me got even worse. During sec one orientation, becox the entire bball team thought i looked like a sec 4 senior, they all came asking if i was her sister. And slowly, my life pretty much revolved around the bball court. But becox the huiwen in me has always loved being on stage infront of audience, i got to join a cca that allowed me to do tt. I didnt join dance becox it was malays dominated (in my time) so i joined choir, and since then fell in love with it. (although im always skipping practices to go join the bballers by the court) And becox the hyperactive and ethu huiwen is me needs somewhere to vent all the energy, i joined PSL as well and become part of temasek's student leaders. So for people who are always asking why i seem to know the whole school. THIS is how i seem to know people from ah bengs and ah lians, to nerds and geeks, to big hoohaa band rockers. But becox i know so many people and seem to clique with so many. How true are all of them. Not everyone will be true becox honestly, they belong to totally different worlds. There are bound to be people not liking others.

I remembered when i first entered my sec one class, it took me very long to settle down on true friends. After a few months or so, me and syak seems to be the most unmatched bestfriends. I am a chinese whom everyone tot i was malay cox my my charcoal skin colour, and syak is a malay everyone thought was chinese cox she is so fair. nadya also became part of me becox she is older and matured enough to tolerate the shit me and syak always comes out with. Sim also became a very impt person in my life becox only he can take all the rubbish i had and i was so reliant on him. Although the entire class didnt know everyone THAT well, we were so united when it came to things like going against fucking teachers who called us prostitutes just becox of the way we sit, or going against some people, WHO DECIDES TO CALL HERSELF AUTUMN, just becox she is being plain ridiculous and retarded (I will never forget the first week of school when she wrote on whiteboard with permanent marker that she likes sim)

When leo's batch left, which is also the year syak left for tjc, which is also the year i had to go to a new class. It took so long for me to get use to it. Becos suay suay, the class i got into was a lit class. You know, lit students, speak up alot and talk straight to the point, we are not a bunch who hide our feelings. Which means, dont you dare come fuck shit on us. But well, somehow my class gathered all the LOUD ppl from each and every sec 2 class. And you know, there are bound to be people who really dont like each other, ALOT of people who dont like ALOT of people. My upper sec class started like hell becox, it was a staring fight everyday. But soon, time bonded us. And we didnt allow any teacher to give us shit. Fuckers who come into class scolding us every single day, blowing his tantrum on us and shouting at us as if he was a hooligan, got his own shit becox YOU DONT GIVE 4U BULLSHIT AND GET AWAY WITH IT. Our class got so famous becox of all the shit we got into and the amount of attention the principal and discipline committee placed on us.

But then again, after we graduate. You'll see whats left. Some people whom you thought were your best friends, not the case afterall. People whom you thought were just friends, stay by your side throughout.

Till now, after 2 years in poly, im still trying to figure out the true and the just for the sake friends. And after thinking so much... do i really want to invite everyone i know on my birthday? Do i really want to party with people whom i know are going to disappear on the next day. I guess i got to figure out what i really want. I have till 3 May to decide anyway.

Till the next post peeps. Byes =)

# On second thoughts, huiwen has put down everything =) huiwen is done with her emo-ing =)
Happy Blood Is Back =)

snap out of it limhuiwen. before its too late.

honestly, i dont know whats wrong with me these few days. Must be the work that is turning me crazy. huiwen has mood swings like tidal waves.

Anyways... chat with ongton last night on msn. Man i miss camp. Asked him to organise one for us and force the school to approve.. he say he not in comm anymore, sch wouldnt bother about him. THEN... he said ask current comm to allow Year 3 facils for bonding camp. Sounds like a good idea!!! But oh wells... that will have to depend on the current comm. Bah whatever. Judging from the way i treated the comm ppl. And Ken happily blogged about it. Thats wishful thinking man.. Byebye bonding camp. See! Karma!

Somehow this week is passing like snails on conveyor belts. Its only a tuesday!! And its on 12.35... Im not even half way through my working hours.

huiwen misses singing in TMS Chorale and TAG.
huiwen misses being a temasekian.
huiwen misses wearing school uniform with my not THAT short skirt and not THAT low socks not THAT colourful shoes.
huiwen misses sitting by the bball court.
huiwen misses bball matches.
huiwen misses PSL camps.
huiwen misses playing pool at KV
huiwen misses the chill out days
YES huiwen misses being an ah lian
huiwen misses waking up late and skipping lectures and tutorials.
huiwen misses slacking at fc6 for hours cox of long breaks.. including self-declared ones.

SEE IM SO BORED IM THINKING OUT LOUD HERE.

I wanna go k lah! *Stares at KenWu*

Ayes peeps! huiwen is here! sylvia was expecting me to blog about last night. LOLness.

huiwen officially announces that Sfactor has lost a whole bunch of temasekian audience. HAHA!
So, Ms Sung was on Sfactor last night... and SOOOOO many ppl on my msn contact list were afk, brb, away. And EVERYONE came back at 10.30. We all knew where each other went obviously, infront of tv!!! sylviahojiaen even called me at 10.27 when Ms Sung was give NO THANKS x3. FUNNY SHIT. What was i thinking when i tot i could watch Ms Sung every sunday on tv. On the sideline, i think kaykay is DAMN HOT!

Friday, trained home with sharon from work and were still contemplating on whether to go for nightwalk anot. But bobian, malau they all wanna go... I was pretty amazed by myself when i manage to get out of bed and bath after nua-ing for an hour plus or so. Trained to dover (i havent been there in 10 million years) and went to sb foc. Well... scarers just look white and black and bloody as usual. Then went to see the campers... Then walk nightwalk and then slack. Bah i dont even wanna blog about it cox its so sianified.

I have one thing to say after this camp though. ONG CLINTON ROCKS! Oh wells.

Went powerhouse after watching the gala night, which is also un-bloggable. Felt like sardine omg. So many ppl! Went with weirong sharon shaun audre and her friend. I take back what i said about darkness being all guys' bestfriend. Cox apparently alot of people still look like crap in the dark... all the uncles. omg.

anywaysssss, this friday is a public holiday! 4 day week! Hang in there ITP peeps!

this is how bored i am during work. ONLY WHEN MY BOSS ISNT AROUND. When she is here... omg the work never ends.

oh wells... huiwen is a narcissist. =)

Welcome to being bombarded with MY face
Lim Hui Wen has ALWAYS been IN YOUR FACE

If you are not happy,
just fuck off now, whats so difficult?

I turned 19 on 8th July
though i really wanna stay 18 till i hit 21
Was from Temasek Sec
Stuck in Singapore Poly's Sch of Business now
Doing Diploma in Business Administration

VAH!!!

Vwee!

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