2nd week of school has passed.
I have decided to be a geek and just study hard. Alright, ATTEMPT to study hard. I wont be going back to dancesport anymore, cox im sick and tired of all the partnership crap. Look at whats happening between cliff and shuyang and freeman now. A whole bunch of bullshit. Might go to slacker ccas just for the sake of having a cca. See how.
And im sick and tired of being home every evening. Seeing my two sisters disgust me to the core. One is a **** who doesnt even care about her own studies and hides so much stuff from my mum like online shopping and boyfriends and all. And the other one is a two-faced loser who sucks up to either one of us when there is a need to. Like what the hell. I dont care if they read this because im really sick and tired of putting up with their nonsense. I know, they are gonna say they are sick and tired of putting up with my nonsense too. Yes, so be it, i dont really give a damn anymore. They can go ahead and hate me. Fuck care. Cox i hate them too. I used to like huijia and just dislike huiying. But now, after this whole week, BAH! They have been giving me that fucker face and all. They are making me hate them so much. I dont understand why in the world do i have to put up with rubbish like that. I know once i post this up, its gonna get pretty serious as we, after all, stay together. But whatever. My tolerance level is just that much and they have passed it. I HATE YOU TWO.
And to you. I have decided to keep a distance. I dont want to go through anymore bullshit. After him, i have a phobia. Im gonna just do nothing but attempt to do well in this fucking school and leave. Thank you for the little things you did. Maybe you are just this nice to everyone, but it did made my days and i really appreciated it. But lets just turn it all into wonderful memories.
Im sick and tired of my life now, i HATE my life now. I cant wait till i graduate sp and go to smu and make my parents proud. I cant wait till my mum gives me enough freedom so i can move ou and stay on my own, away from my grandparents and two sisters. I cant wait till i get a good job and feed myself and my shopping needs. I cant wait till i find someone who loves me more than i love myself. Impossible life, wait long long, i know. But one can dream, cant she?
vyevye!♥